Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Tuesday Pee Report (A little too soon to book plane tickets, but ...)

I have never seen a positive pregnancy test. NEVER! Sucks. 11dp2dt should show something.

Today's test was a cheapie. Going to buy some First Responses today, but from what I understand the cheapies are just as sensitive.

Emailed the RE last night. She wants me to wait until Friday for the beta. Now my fear is beta hell. (For those not in the know, that means a low number on the pregnancy blood test that usually indicates a non-viable pregnancy, like an ectopic (embryo implants in fallopian tube) or an early miscarriage.) She said I can start right away on day 2 if the beta is negative. I'm thinking about trying a natural cycle this time, as I was so miserable on lupron. I need to do some research about just how precise the timing needs to be, since I'm coming from out of town. It also makes me nervous because of my age. Ovulating early during a naturally timed FET will screw it up, and at my age, my ovaries are unreliable.

Thanks again everyone for all the support.

18 comments:

Mo and Will said...

ugh. ugh. ugh. i am so sorry dora. still holding out some hope, but i'm sorry it's not looking so great. are you sure the cheapie hpts are as good as the early response ones? hoping you got a dud test! all my thoughts and wishes are with you.

Mo

decemberbaby said...

Bummer. I mean, I'll be happy to welcome you to our fair city again, but BUMMER.

I haven't even touched the pee sticks for fear of getting the same result.

meandbaby said...

Sorry for today's BFN. :( I'm not losing hope for you though!

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I'm so sorry that you haven't seen anything yet and I'm just holding you in my heart right now.

musicmakermomma said...

Friday! That is so far away. Hopefully you will not have the pleasure of Beta Hell (which I enjoyed last fall) I am hoping really hard for you!

Dreaming Soul said...

The wait is torture. I'm sorry that this isn't turning out the way you had hoped. Hopefully, the FRER will tell a different story.

singletracey said...

POOP! I am hoping the test was a dud. You never know. I say it all depends on beta and doubling anyway.

With FET's late implanting is common..

Eva said...

Ooooooooh! I hope this works. Wait for Friday to hear the official word before you get discouraged.

battynurse said...

Damn. I'm sorry.

Another Dreamer said...

Sorry for the negative... but sometimes early response tests make all the difference. I tested negative on cheapies for three days before they were positive, and that was after I got a positive on a first response early response.

I hope that is the case here.

Still hoping for you!
Best wishes.

calliope said...

damn, HUGE damn
Still holding out hope- because I just can't not.

Sometimes the frozen tots just take a few more days to settle in.

xoxo

Kristin said...

Lots and lots of {{{hugs}}}. I'm holding out for a miracle.

Cara said...

Oh Dora - I'm just so sorry this is a complicated ride. I, like Mel, am holding you and hope in my heart tonight.

Sweet Dora ...you deserve this so very much!

The Steadfast Warrior said...

Okay, I'm such an optimist that I can't believe it's over till it's over! Though I do understand you needing to start thinking about the next step though. Thinking of you!

Cassandra said...

I'm sorry, my dear. Holding out hope...

Chhandita said...

((hugs)) its not over till its over...

Nikki said...

Still holding hope Dora. I'm sorry for the negatives so far, but I hope you see that long awaited second line on the early response soon.

Billy said...

Sorry for the BFN.
Still hoping for you!!