Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Wednesday Pee Report (I don't think there's a chance in Hell.)

First Response says NO. I think the cheapies I have are the same anyway. I bought them on ebay and the seller said they were generic FR. They look exactly the same, like they were manufactured in the same factory. But I went to the drugstore and bought the box anyway. They were on sale for $14.99 (box of 2 tests). Maybe I'll pick up another box for the next cycle. I'm still sticking the progesterone up the hooha and taking the estrace, and will wait for Friday to go in for the beta. I'd skip it, but at least that is covered by insurance. I think I'm going to take the day off as a personal day, so I can go back home and hide under the covers until I get call saying stop meds.

Sucks! I'm so cranky and depressed, I'm not functioning well at work.

Going across the street for my coffee and I think I need some morning chocolate.

25 comments:

meandbaby said...

Dora I am so sorry. But it's not over yet. Try to be positive. I'm still hoping for you.

Meg said...

Dora, I'm so sorry. I really want this to be your month so I'm going to keep on hoping. HUG

Shinejil said...

You make sure you get yourself some chocolate. The good stuff.

And hang in there. Maybe lay off the POAS until Friday?

Anything really distracting you can do? If I lived in your neck of the woods, I'd drag you out to a botanical garden or something. Or a really, really stupid movie.

Jess said...

So sorry you are feeling so crappy. I'm still holding out hope, for whatever that's worth!! Take care of yourself...and stay warm (it's freezing today). xoxo

Billy said...

~hugs~

Mo and Will said...

Ah shit.

Mo

Kristin said...

I'm so sorry your in the hell of limbo...ugh. I wanted this to be your miracle. I really did.

angrycanrn said...

Wait for the beta, darling. Please.

Still hoping....

xoxo
AK

Another Dreamer said...

Sorry for the negative :(

(*hugs*)

Still holding out some hope for the beta.

princessoftides said...

Crap. Crap and crap.

Jennifer said...

Oh no...I'm so sorry. Coffee and chocolate sound perfect.

Geohde said...

I am so sorry.

xx

J

Dreaming Soul said...

Beyond sorry.

calliope said...

fuck.
wish I could crawl through your computer (crazy visual, I know) and spoon feed you insane amounts of melted chocolate goo.
still lighting the candle tho...
xo

Andrea said...

I'm so sorry, Dora. Please hang in there. I know this is nearly impossible to do/imagine, but you WILL be a mommy one day and your future children need you not to give up. This totally blows, I wish I could give an IRL big hugs right now, but many internet((HUGS)) will have to do :~(

Cara said...

Ok - I rarely do this - but this situation calls for it...

FUCK!

love you hon

xoxo

The Steadfast Warrior said...

Although I know waiting for the beta is a part of the process and there's still hope, but damn! No matter what the outcome, taking the day off Friday will be good.

Kami said...

Oh, no.I hate that it is so hard. I will hold out some hope for you. I'm glad you are taking a day off.

battynurse said...

I'm so sorry.

musicmakermomma said...

Chocolate would be my form of comfort food. Still hoping for you.

Nikki said...

So sorry Dora. Still hoping...

Phoebe said...

Stranger things have happened. I'm not giving up on you yet.

Maybe this will distract you for now. I just tagged you for the "Honest Scraps" award on my blog.

Chhandita said...

(hugs) Dora. I don't know what else to say :(

Lots of love sweetheart...

Heather said...

Oh Dora, I'm so sorry. But like everyone else, I'm gonna keep holding onto hope for you as long as I can. Just like Phoebe said, stranger things have happened. :)

Cassandra said...

There's a little hope yet to be had. But yeah, a day off on Friday regardless sounds like a great idea.