Monday, January 26, 2009

I feel giddy! How weird is that?

First, I want to thank everyone for all their good wishes, and I want to apologize for being a lousy commenter lately. I feel even guiltier about the fact that it's usually serious, important posts that I am failing to comment on. The reason for that is that I need the time and mental focus to respond properly to something serious. Easier to dash off a quick comment about a lighthearted post. Please forgive me.

Now, as to the giddiness, I think hope has managed to sink its claws into me. Despite all the 1upron I've been injecting, I feel happier than I have in a long, long time.

Angrycanrn and I have been exchanging some serious, heartfelt emails. My heart is overflowing. She is my sister from another mother. If she needed a kidney, she could have one of mine.

I keep thinking about the embies. I'm in love already. In love with a child conceived 4 years ago. Wild!

17 comments:

mammawannabe said...

I am SO excited for you! You're in my thoughts and prayers for sure--I'll be hoping for success right along with you!

~Heather

Meg said...

Eeek! I'm so excited for you :)
This just has to be the month!

battynurse said...

So excited for you!!!

Kristin said...

Oh Dora...you don't know how hard I am praying for this to work. I am on pins and needles and will be until I get the good news.

angrycanrn said...

Awww shucks.... my personality must have been changed by all this metal in my brain now!

I didn't used to have a sentimental bone in my body....

Dora said...

Oh, no! They're going to have to "wand" you at the airport instead of walking through the metal detector! And you thought you were getting away with not getting "wanded" this month. ;-)

meandbaby said...

Dora I'm so excited for you! What a wonderful gift angrycanrn is giving you. I hope it is a success!!

The Steadfast Warrior said...

I am so hoping that this is your month!!

Nikki said...

So excited for you!! Good luck!

Mo and Will said...

your joy comes right through onto the page. so happy for you!!!

mo

I Believe in Miracles said...

Wishing you lots of luck sweetie!!!

Cara said...

Those good feeling will go a loooong way! I'm so very excited for you.

calliope said...

hurrah for feeling the giddies!!
There is some might strong mojo in this cycle.
xo

p.s. I sent you an e-mail, but will you please let Angrycanrn know that her blog isn't allowing comments from regular folks?

Andrea said...

So happy for you! Enjoy it!!

Beautiful Mess said...

YAY for the giddiness! I'm praying for you and sending you lots of love!
HUGS *ICLW*

Billy said...

Very excitied for you!!!

daega99 said...

All the best!

*ICLW 66*