I feel giddy! How weird is that?

First, I want to thank everyone for all their good wishes, and I want to apologize for being a lousy commenter lately. I feel even guiltier about the fact that it's usually serious, important posts that I am failing to comment on. The reason for that is that I need the time and mental focus to respond properly to something serious. Easier to dash off a quick comment about a lighthearted post. Please forgive me.

Now, as to the giddiness, I think hope has managed to sink its claws into me. Despite all the 1upron I've been injecting, I feel happier than I have in a long, long time.

Angrycanrn and I have been exchanging some serious, heartfelt emails. My heart is overflowing. She is my sister from another mother. If she needed a kidney, she could have one of mine.

I keep thinking about the embies. I'm in love already. In love with a child conceived 4 years ago. Wild!